Yes, it is true. I'm going through some emotional trauma right now. For the past couple of weeks, I have been under the weather. It all started with a massive bladder infection a couple of weeks ago that turned out to be strep....in my bladder! I was put on heavy antibiotics, which had some amazing side effects (and not the pleasant kind). Then, after a great boot camp workout and a day of working, my carpal tunnel flared in my right had so bad I couldn't even move my hand, let alone eat, drive (or even turn on the car), or dress myself. Yesterday, after not feeling well all morning, I ended up with a fever and now more unpleasant side effects of an upset stomach.
So, what does this have to do with me being scared? Well, I'm coming to the realization that no one will be around to help me in just a few short months. Kaitlyn has been awesome to bring me meds, cook, and help walk Georgie when I'm stuck on the couch. What in the world am I going to do when she is not around anymore?
I seriously don't know how I'm going to handle being alone. I'm more worried about not being able to take care of Georgie when I'm sick and what to do with her when I travel. I am beginning to wonder if I will be able to keep her. and that makes me very sad. I guess it is time to get to know my neighbors better!! Or possibly get a room mate. :)
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